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The 521 story: It hurt because it mattered.

It was not easy, it is not easy and it is not going to be easy. Hardwork, determination, sacrifice, etc... but still something went wrong. I was panicked a little, during my neet exam. I thought I would be running out of time and hurried a bit. Biology was easy but I don't know what went wrong with botany part. Zoology was very good. Chemistry was horrible but I still love organic chemistry. Physics was good but my energy was drained till I came this part. Still my score in physics is good comparably. After paper I was asked the go to question, "How was your paper?" To all other people I can lie but not to my parents specially my father. When he asked me I choked initially. But finally I said it was good. But I was very tried and uncertain at the same time. My inner self knew I was going to score above 500 but was worried a little. I hoped that my score would be closer to 600 or above at least 550. But you know always things don't go as plan. I checked through some answer keys, it was not above 530. I cried alone and then later grabbed my courage to tell this to my parents. I know they are most supportive parents. I literally cried in front of them. See I know I can't help but this tears are because my hardwork failed, I failed. But you know what I am person with really strong mind and I try to find postive in each aspect. Now I say "myself self study paid off." I scored 521 marks in Neet 2023. I am in top 90000 in the country. The exam in which 21lac participated. It was not easy, it is not easy and it is not going to be easy.
You know what the thing most of us don't realise is that these are just entrance exams. We need to clear this exam with good rank for admission in good college and not just for a rank. I know you need to be competitive.
And this coaching institutes (I personally have no issue with the whole coaching thing) rather than just guiding are competing with each other and playing business thing.

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